Question

Chapter one and two are out:

Today is Sunday, April 7th. It is 2021, and this school year is almost over. I don't want it to come. I know, I sound crazy, but I might be moving next year, and all my friends are on this very laptop. And soon enough, I'll never hear from them. We may be planning to see each other, but I have a feeling we won't.

Overtime, I have became fond of my friends. They're like family, something I cannot get rid of. But, sometimes you have to lose the ones you love to move a step forward. I'm going to hate to see them go, but I have to get out of this filthy house. (The house ain't up to standards!!)

I've always wanted to help people that're suicidal, psychotic, morally anybody. I just want to be there for the people that need it the most, and that's good I guess, but I haven't been taking care of my life. So I am writing a blog, (daily) and it will show you how to bring closure and accept your standards.

Next comment will be my life story...but it's not completed yet.

Answer 1

Here it is... my entire life story.

On June 1st, 2006, I was born. My mother, Melissa, and father, Michael, gave birth to me. We weren't a typical family; my mother got into fights, she was and still is an alcoholic, and my father, well, he was a drug addict. My biological father is someone I don't recall much about. I knew he wasn't a nice guy.

My mother eventually left the house with my biological father and moved in with my grandmother. She realized how bad things were for us and decided to get a job, as well as buy her own house. She, me, my sister, and my brother all were together. We were a quiet, nice family. Until... I was about 6 or 7 when my older brother raped me. I never told anyone much about it because I wanted to play with the calculator and eat the cereal. So, when my bus driver found out about it, me and my brother were separated, and due to my mothers past, she was taken to jail. My biological has never been in jail because of drugs, he still roams to this day.



Then I met John, my stepfather. He's a decent guy, but he has some issues. He's quite...inappropriate at times. He criticizes me behind my back, as I've been told by my sister. And, my stepmother, she's okay too. But, she's also an alcoholic. I've gotten used to her and father arguing, they're the reason I'm what I am today. I may be bitter to some, but that's because they hurt me first. I've heard about how my brother has been doing, (I eavesdrop), and he's doing better than I have ever. I've always wanted to be like him, I've always wanted to reach my parents expectations, but they're so high, I can't reach them. We got into a car accident once and I got back surgery, however, my sister got brain surgery. Before her brain surgery, she was acting different, she was spitting on the gym teacher, and throwing fits more, and stopped at nothing to destroy whatever was in her way.



I've been heartbroken by many people, and to this day, the keep coming in my life thinking they can hurt me again, but they changed me. And it isn't pretty for them. I've lost a few friends to this, even lost a friend to a car accident, and one to a psychological problem from when I was in a psych ward. ( I was in a psych ward because I thought that I could change the world and I was also suicidal so-). Which I guess you can't, according to law enforcement. It's crazy that they thought I was psycho.

As I've gotten older, I've realized I'm no better than my own family, I've done a lot of damage, and I cannot fix it. Unless I change my past, which I cannot do.

Answer 2

If you want to continue watching my blog here is a link: https://ihuilyihuuuuuuuuuuuu.blogspot.com/

Answer 3

interesting,i'm a check it out

Answer 4

I'm working on the third chapter right now, let me know if there is anything I should change.

Answer 5

when you said, "My mother eventually left the house with my biological father and moved in with my grandmother", I would recommend changing it to "My mother eventually left the house with my biological father and I moved in with my grandmother" or something like that to let readers know it was you who moved in and not your parents.

Answer 6

just a suggestion though

Answer 7

autocorrect hit, I meant "without"

Answer 8

Here is a link for those who have the blog blocked:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/19dKySjAVIqay3uIn0pXy2zpt6FX5xyEBhNO06g_Lq7s/edit?usp=sharing

If it doesn't work, lmk!

Answer 9

Is this for some sort of essay?

Answer 10

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Is this for some sort of essay?
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Nope, It's my blog.

Answer 11

Why are you posting bad things about your life. Just cause I had really bad things happen in my life doesn't mean I am going to go tell tons of strangers.

Answer 12

Happy little accidents

Answer 13

@baconway I'm putting it out there so people know they aren't alone, that there is always someone to talk to. At first I was really nervous to write this, but as writing it, it is giving me closure.

Answer 14

okay

Answer 15

Lol

Answer 16

it's nice it really sticks out to me keep up the good work

Answer 17

@Astrid1

Answer 18

Its nice, Just sometimes keep personal things to yourself yk ?. The internet is a cruel place too. Overall sometimes people judge others when they dont know what they are going through. Its a hard world out here, You fought hard and im proud of you

Answer 19

I know... and I know that all of this is really personal, but writing it out is.. good for me and for others, because like I said, at least they know they aren't alone. I appreciate both of your comments, and I will remember them <3


\[Astrid\]

Answer 20

Yeah I respect your decision. Also live your teenage years/ kid years to the fullest. Not waste it on crying/ breakups. Yeah some dont have the option but make it work. Young love is stupid I shouldnt be talking because I love someone myself but like yeah... You only live once. make memories. :)

Answer 21

Live as much as you can because when your time runs out that hourglass ain't gonna reverse. Yes Make memories, and live life to the fullest!!

Answer 22

All of this took place between the ages 6-14?

Answer 23

Yeah..

Answer 24

extremely inconceivable hope you move past it

Answer 25

THIS IS AMAZING!!! I love how you capture the emotions and it's amazing and beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time.

Answer 26

very well written too

Answer 27

a few mistakes here and there but overall amazing

Answer 28

Thanks, what were the mistakes, "here and there?"