Question

A sort of emptiness overwhelms my stomach more and more each day.
The feeling of hunger gets more distant as the days go on.
The insecurities fight myself conscience with every breath I take
I say don't do anything stupid, well why don't we do something completely utter idiotic and just leap.
Leap into the gates of hell, play God and take lives whilst taking our own..
I would never do anything to harm myself I say.
They talk about self ethicasy, they talk about how important it is to do your education, but all I wanted to talk about was him, he was there when I needed him the most,he was there when others needed him the most.
They talked about quotations and themes, but the only thing I wanted to talk about was us.
I'm toxic, scrambled, a ticking time bomb waiting to explode you can say but he loved me and all that mattered was our feelings.
They all talked about ways to deal with depression, spoiler they don't work
The pain, the nervous twitches and Thoughts intensifying with every breath, The emotions decaying with every death, the imagine of them with someone else

Answer 1

I honestly don't know at this point 😭

Answer 2

Oh damn. This really hit me different. Ik exactly how you feel bc dis is me. Dm me if you ever need to vent bc alotta ppl vent to me and i like to feel useful

Answer 3

Let me just jump with you💞