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I rwrote this for my boyfriend, hope you guys like it!
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Answer 1

First off, I want you to know that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the one who makes me smile when I’m sad. You are the one who I can go to when I need a shoulder to cry on. You are the one who I would trust with absolutely anything, including my life. I’ll never know how or why I got so lucky to have you, but I’ll always be grateful that I do. You’ve also seen me at my worst, and yet you still love me. You’ve seen me get angry with the world because I’ve had a horrible day, and yet you still sit beside me and you try to calm me down. You’ve seen me when I’m crying my eyes out for many reasons, and you just hug me and tell me that it’s going to be okay. And I know it will, because you love me. You’ve seen me when I’m completely insecure and feel like I’m nothing. Yet you stay and you tell me that I’m more than I think I am, you tell me that you love me. Thank you for regaining my hope when I’d almost given up on my dreams to find someone with whom I’d share my laughter and tears and with whom I won’t be afraid to be who I truly am. I know it wasn’t that easy when we first met. I admit that I was too stubborn, refusing to believe that you were not like the rest of them. I guess I was too afraid of getting hurt again, so my heart fought my brain, keeping me alert all this time.But, somehow, you succeeded to destroy this barrier between my past and the present.No matter how hard I pushed you away, you fought harder to get closer. And I thank you for that. Of course I don't mean to push you away. And I'm sorry I do. I thank you for not giving up on me and for making an effort to prove to me that I was worth the fight

Answer 2

It took some time for me to trust you and it wasn’t easy letting my walls down in front of you. I already had trust issues from the start, way before I even met you.. Telling you about my chronic illness was nerve-wracking. I couldn’t help but feel anxious and vulnerable revealing something so incredibly personal. It involved unveiling the very worst part of myself, hoping that somehow, despite its significance, you’d still look past it to see me for who I am outside of my chronic illness…. Your constant reminders not to push myself too hard, to slow down, and to remember to rest absolutely drive me crazy. (In a good way though) And though I find it hard to admit sometimes, it’s a voice I don’t have for myself yet I definitely need. And I know it’ll be hard for you to understand, but in a way, I do it all because part of me likes making myself tired. Because when it’s from working and exercise, it was my doing, my choice. For a split second, I’ve reclaimed control over my own body. By now, I think you’ve worked out that I’m not a simple person by any means. There are going to be a lot of times when you don’t understand me, and sometimes I may not even fully understand myself. But please know that I’m honestly just trying my hardest to navigate this maze inside a maze. I’m scared, as the future holds nothing for me but uncertainty, and being part of my life means that I’m not going to be the only one who’s affected by that — you will be, too. At times, I feel torn as I want something better for you in life, something more stable and less chaotic, and yet at the same time, my heart really couldn’t bear to let you go. Please don’t take that as my not wanting to be with you, as I want absolutely nothing more than that. It’s just that I’ll always struggle with knowing someone else is having to bear the weight of my burden. At times, you’re going to see me at my lowest, when I have little left in me but the energy just to exist and fight, and unfortunately, I can’t change that. But every storm will come to an end, and though I may come out the other side a little more weathered, the parts that you love most and that make me who I am will always return to you.

Answer 3

Ouiiii love it

Answer 4

@marywilliams2 Thank you So much! :)

Answer 5

Mhm

Answer 6

I love this

Answer 7

so cute love it

Answer 8

so sweet

Answer 9

@leeknowandhan Thank you so much! :)

Answer 10

@annacam Thank you! <3