Question

This is Not Based on how I feel.

Tw: dark thoughts, suicidal thoughts

Why shouldn't I?

Is there a reason I shouldn't end it?
The darkness creeps in.
Bit by bit, drop by drop,
The hole where my heart used to be
Is filled with nothing but blackness. No end to the pain.

And so I sit here, wondering if life is worth it.
I chuck my emotions into my heart -The Pit, as I call it- and ignore them.
They never did me any good anyway.
Why start now? What will be the gain?
Pain.
Only pain.

Do you feel like life is worth it?
Do you have emotions?
I longed to know true happiness for a long time.
One day, after I grew into my teenage years, it stopped.
How sad.
Or not.
Into The Pit it goes.
On towards another day without happiness.
Without sadness.

Just nothing.

Answer 1

:)

Answer 2

This is depressing, but has some sentiment and truth to it. It all depend son the persons views I suppose. I'm glad this isn't how you're feeling though!

Answer 3

But, if you do ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you even if we don't know each other that well! ^^

Answer 4

Damn that's deep and also I write mine down in a notebook lol but just damn just remember if you need a friend or someone to talk to I'm here and so is everyone else (:

Answer 5

depressing ash but good !

Answer 6

sounds good :)

Answer 7

I got shivers from this. I don't know why I also cried. I very much liked this. I wish i couldn't relate to this poem, but sadly I do. I appreciate the time you would put into a piece of art like this. And yes poetry is art. Good Job. <3

Answer 8

dad? i never knew my dad :l

Answer 9

That's deep.

Answer 10

damn u a good poet