Chapter 1: 7 grade heartbreak The story starts in 7th grade. I had just joined a mandatory counseling group and at the time I was just spreading positive words and joy for my friends who were suffering more than anything and making sure they were okay before I gave my own mental health attention. While doing this I met my first love. We will call them um…..Ash. We dated for what seemed like forever, but it was only from my birthday 9/14 to 1/11 the day that will be brung up another time. Our flirting got a little overboard but it was always worth it. I used to sneak to talk to her on my school laptop and we would talk for hours till the morning light. My parents were very accepting of them and didn't care. The days with them felt like a daze and i didnt want it to end, till one day me and her started flirting in front of my parents and it got pg….i don't know why we just got caught up in the moment. We were told to cool it down but I did. She wanted to keep things the way they were and we did. I started to slow down on the amount of flirting I did because I didn't want to get in trouble with the school or my parents and she didn't like the fact I did that. So we broke up…..then a few days passed and we got back together and then broke up again. I tried to explain myself and try to show that i still cared but it didn't matter we didn't get back together no matter how hard i tried to keep us together. I began to hate her,myself and basically felt lost. Eventually I got over her and we eventually became friends. We hung out, laughed and cried together and she even helped me get over my fear of standing on stage at last year's BearFest. Thanks to Ash I can sing in front of my crush.
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