Question

I don't love my life but I live it for you
I do every little thing that you want me to do
You say that "It's scaring me" but therapy ain't nothing to snooze
He find hilarity in tearing up my heart into two
I still struggle with sobriety; I'm self destructive
Even noticing my flaws and tell myself to hide shxt
Sick of this reflection; I have yet to love it
Give a fxck about my baggage
I can't check this luggage
Disappointing everyone I love cause next to nothing
Being honest with my traumas is my next adjustment
Tryin' to make the path to healing less reluctant
Before I'm hanging from a noose and my neck is crushing
Life, Sex and drugs, and I'm lacking purpose
My addictions are a cracking furnace
And I write a song to try to scratch the surface
But I'm never able I don't have the courage

Answer 1

That's quite relatable! It's beautiful!! Keep up the great work!!

Answer 2

Fire

Answer 3

so good

Answer 4

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