POEM!!!!!

When I close my eyes.
I think about all the lies,
the lies that you told for all that time.
You can die!

Ya, I’m full of hate,
and it’s just so insane the way it’s controlled by fate.
Where I come from There’s no fame in famous because we know It’s all a lie.
Controlled by the ones who make us hide.

All that shame and depression is controlled
Ya controlled by a puppeteer.
Why can’t we hear, everything is controlled by fear.
Making wear and tear until the trail comes up.

It’s not fair, but nobody cares.
If I were you I wouldn’t run and hide,
but stand up for what’s right.
Is that some kind of sign?

Ever since that day, I’ve had a feeling inside.
I’ve been fighting depression since my friend died.
I found out from some people laughing about it in line.
I don’t know why.

Ya, my life’s one big joke
A joke that’s been making me choke
I used to be a whole but now I'm torn
All I do is sit here and mourn
Ya, sit here til morning.

I act happy but really sad
I go from happy to mad
From mad to sad
sad to mad
And back to happy again
all through the same damn cycle!
going in a downward spiral

Question

POEM!!!!!

When I close my eyes.
I think about all the lies,
 the lies that you told for all that time.
You can die!

Ya, I’m full of hate,
 and it’s just so insane the way it’s controlled by fate. 
Where I come from There’s no fame in famous because we know It’s all a lie. 
Controlled by the ones who make us hide.

All that shame and depression is controlled
Ya controlled by a puppeteer. 
Why can’t we hear, everything is controlled by fear. 
Making wear and tear until the trail comes up.

It’s not fair, but nobody cares. 
If I were you I wouldn’t run and hide, 
but stand up for what’s right. 
Is that some kind of sign?

Ever since that day, I’ve had a feeling inside.
I’ve been fighting depression since my friend died.
I found out from some people laughing about it in line. 
I don’t know why.

Ya, my life’s one big joke
A joke that’s been making me choke
I used to be a whole but now I'm torn 
All I do is sit here and mourn
Ya, sit here til morning.

I act happy but really sad 
I go from happy to mad
From mad to sad
sad to mad 
And back to happy again
all through the same damn cycle!
going in a downward spiral

SsTDOGRednek · Answer

So i deleted the cuss word... sorry about that... I forgot what we were going to call it though...

TomuraShigaraki · Answer

Truth of the World

SsTDOGRednek · Answer

Oh YES! Thank you!

MAGABACK · Answer

gj!!!! I love it.

SsTDOGRednek · Answer

Honestly, I'm so proud of myself!

theydontknowmelly · Answer

oh, this is actually deep and like very emotional, this is a good decent poem i hope your doing okay though.

SsTDOGRednek · Answer

Yeah, it's about my past. I wasn't always the happiest. But I'm great now!

theydontknowmelly · Answer

thats awesome!!

SsTDOGRednek · Answer

Yeah! Thank you for the support!