Depression

Hi, it's me, Jordan (ferrari). It's supposed to be the Fourth of July but I feel kinda depressed and mad at myself for no reason. I usually don't post anything like this, but it's normal at one point of the day, then it feels like a struggle at another point. I always act happy and "goofy" in front of others to make them laugh, but despite laughing along with them, my own conscience and heart feels no joy. I no longer hear myself laughing, but instead showing emotions just for others to play along.

What do I do?

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Depression

Hi, it's me, Jordan (ferrari). It's supposed to be the Fourth of July but I feel kinda depressed and mad at myself for no reason. I usually don't post anything like this, but it's normal at one point of the day, then it feels like a struggle at another point. I always act happy and "goofy" in front of others to make them laugh, but despite laughing along with them, my own conscience and heart feels no joy. I no longer hear myself laughing, but instead showing emotions just for others to play along.

What do I do?

kaelynw · Answer

... idk but i hope ur ok

cinna · Answer

You need to spend time with yourself you need to see who you really are and you have to ignore those negative thoughts as much as you can and im always here if you want to talk

randogirl123 · Answer

same ngl..

SaltySuga · Answer

You become muslim and leave it all to god

Ferrari · Answer

@saltysuga wrote:

You become muslim and leave it all to god

I am a believer in Jesus but I have my struggles.

Ferrari · Answer

I talked to my mom about my suicidal thoughts and I might be getting meds soon to help. Hopefully everything goes well...

kaelynw · Answer

i will pray for you🙏

Ferrari · Answer

@kaelynw wrote:

i will pray for you🙏

Thank you

kaelynw · Answer

ofc