Question

Poem/diary i wrote

I Want Out

I’m so tired of screaming into walls.

Every fight with my mom leaves something broken and it’s not just plates or slammed doors. It’s me. She says things like she doesn’t even see me bleeding inside. Like I’m being “dramatic” or “too much,” when all I want is to be understood before I completely snap. And then I do snap, and I hate myself for it.

I hate how fast the rage comes.
How it builds behind my ribs like a scream I can't let out.
How it makes me want to smash things, scream back, or just vanish. Run until I don’t feel this anymore. Run until I’m somewhere nobody knows me somewhere I can start over, or stop altogether. I don't even know which I want more.

The sadness creeps in after the fire burns out. It's quiet, but cruel.
It tells me I'm nothing.
That no one gets it.
That no one ever will.
It tells me to give up not loudly, but with this slow, steady pressure, like a hand on the back of my neck pushing me down.

Some nights, I think about disappearing. Not to scare anyone. Not for attention. Just because it hurts so much to stay.
But then I don't.
And I don't even know why.
Maybe some broken part of me still hopes it’ll get better, even when everything tells me it won’t.

I want to stop fighting.
I want to stop feeling like the enemy in my own home.
I want to stop carrying this pain like it’s my fault.

But mostly, I just want out of this house, this mind, this version of me that always feels too much and never enough at the same time.

I don’t know how much longer I can keep swallowing this.

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perioddddd

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very much ate downnn

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sighh Ian had no lyrics and Ian know whatt 2 say

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Amazing

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that's good

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fire

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want tht turned to a song?

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sure

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@ferrari

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@elianabany

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why don't u just dm me or something

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:sob:

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wait wait

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peep it

Answer 15

Where was the first testing of the atomic bomb done on July 16, 1945?

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trinity site

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From March 1945 until December 25, 1991, what was the period of geopolitical tension between the U.S. and the Soviets called?

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I GOT ONE MORE QUESTION LEFT

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cold war

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USA vs USSR

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yea the cold war

Answer 22

What is the significance of the Maersk Alabama?

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piracy

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it taught people that like piracy across the ocean is still a big thing

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ok I wanna do one more assignment y'all got me?

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modern piracy, and it led to increased martime security

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uh sure

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yea fs

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as long as it aint math

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..

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uhhh so

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..

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what type

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i might gotchu

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I'll do science only 11 questions

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alr

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I'll do the 30 question one with my brother he got me

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What is the name of the effect that causes light to bend around massive objects, predicted by Einstein's general relativity?

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gravitational lensing

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How can we reconcile quantum mechanics with general relativity to create a single theory of quantum gravity?

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string theory and loop quantum gravity

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What is dark matter and dark energy?

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uh I got a D in biology and I'm supposed to be a senior but I'm a junior cuz I suck at school

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science is not my strong suit

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dark matter is a invisible substance with gravitational pull, and dark energy is a force that acts as a repulsive force

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that sound right?

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How did the universe begin?

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i think this is what we're doing next week actually

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the big bang

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lowk cooked

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uh idk I used to be Christian and I thought God made the world but I don't believe that the big bang is real either so idk

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thats when the universe used to be small hot and dense to the point that it expanded rapidly and stretched to the size its at rn

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it led to matter energy space and time. then when it kept expanding and cooling, the first particles formed atoms like hydrogen and i think it was helium, which led to gravity and formed stars and the galaxies