JAZZ, I OWE YOU THE TRUTH

Jazz…
I loved you long before I understood what that word could destroy
not the soft love people grow out of
not the easy temporary kind
but the kind that claws at your ribs
the kind that refuses to leave
the kind that hurts because it’s real

And Im sorry
Not the quick sorry people say just to end an argument
I mean the sorry that drags itself out of your chest
the kind that tastes like regret
the kind you only learn after youve already broken
the one person who never deserved it

I hurt you
I let some boy’s cheap, practiced lies
slowly dim everything bright in you
I let his “I love you” twist the way I saw the world
I let his fake affection blind me to the real love
you gave freely
the love I shouldve protected

I shouldve seen it
we werent special to him
we were targets
We werent chosen
we were convenient
And now he plays dead like its some kind of joke
like our pain exists for his performance
all while hes whispering the same recycled lies
to a girl who has no idea
what hes already done to us

But you
you didnt deserve to be collateral damage
You didnt deserve betrayal wearing my face
or his
You didnt deserve to bleed
because I couldnt see through someone
who was never worth your tears

Jazz,
if I could rip the ache out of your heart
and carry it in my own
I would
If I could go back to that moment
that stupid, fragile moment
where I believed him over you,
I would choose you
a thousand times over

I love you
not in the romantic sense
not a storybook forever
but in the way your soul becomes part of mine
in the way some people are meant to stay
even when we fail them
even when we fall apart
It’s that love that makes the apology heavier
It’s that love that makes the loss burn deeper

I’m sorry
Sorry in a way that aches
Sorry in a way that doesnt ask for anything back
Sorry in a way that will echo in me
long after the damage has settled

And if you cant forgive me
if this is the thing that ends us
I will understand
But I wiill still carry the piece of you
I didnt protect
and the part of myself
i shattered when i hurt you -love kay-

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JAZZ, I OWE YOU THE TRUTH

Jazz…
I loved you long before I understood what that word could destroy
not the soft love people grow out of
not the easy temporary kind
but the kind that claws at your ribs
the kind that refuses to leave
the kind that hurts because it’s real

And Im sorry
Not the quick sorry people say just to end an argument
I mean the sorry that drags itself out of your chest
the kind that tastes like regret
the kind you only learn after youve already broken
the one person who never deserved it

I hurt you
I let some boy’s cheap, practiced lies
slowly dim everything bright in you
I let his “I love you” twist the way I saw the world
I let his fake affection blind me to the real love
you gave freely
the love I shouldve protected

I shouldve seen it
we werent special to him
we were targets
We werent chosen
we were convenient
And now he plays dead like its some kind of joke
like our pain exists for his performance
all while hes whispering the same recycled lies
to a girl who has no idea
what hes already done to us

But you
you didnt deserve to be collateral damage
You didnt deserve betrayal wearing my face
or his
You didnt deserve to bleed
because I couldnt see through someone
who was never worth your tears

Jazz,
if I could rip the ache out of your heart
and carry it in my own
I would
If I could go back to that moment
that stupid, fragile moment
where I believed him over you,
I would choose you
a thousand times over

I love you
not in the romantic sense
not a storybook forever
but in the way your soul becomes part of mine
in the way some people are meant to stay
even when we fail them
even when we fall apart
It’s that love that makes the apology heavier
It’s that love that makes the loss burn deeper

I’m sorry
Sorry in a way that aches
Sorry in a way that doesnt ask for anything back
Sorry in a way that will echo in me
long after the damage has settled

And if you cant forgive me
if this is the thing that ends us
I will understand
But I wiill still carry the piece of you
I didnt protect
and the part of myself
i shattered when i hurt you -love kay-

LoverGIRL1 · Answer

just shut up pls

LoverGIRL1 · Answer

like ur anoying me

Nina001 · Answer

lovrgirl ignore him

Sailor · Answer

@legend12 wrote:

yeah ignore me like a good bih

Keep bypassing lil bro and watch what happens, I'm not gonna sit here and keep giving you chances.

Nina001 · Answer

@sailor wrote:

@legend12 wrote:

yeah ignore me like a good bih

Keep bypassing lil bro and watch what happens, I'm not gonna sit here and keep giving you chances.

giggles

unknownnnnnn · Answer

kay this is lovely

LoverGIRL1 · Answer

Stop spamming guys ion wanna get taken down again
pls

LoverGIRL1 · Answer

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

kay this is lovely

dm me love

AsianPanda08 · Answer

is this the legend who's a freshie

LoverGIRL1 · Answer

@asianpanda08 wrote:

is this the legend who's a freshie

Take it to DMS pls

unknownnnnnn · Answer

@lovergirl1 wrote:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

kay this is lovely

dm me love

okk

riplordz · Answer

@legend12 wrote:

ion su i grow upp

We are not about to bring this back.

NaiNoah · Answer

Sailor using lil bro is hilarious