Question

THE KIND OF HURT THAT LEAVES ECHOES
I loved you
with the kind of hope thats fragile
the kind that shakes in your hands
but you hold it anyway
bc youre praying this time
you wont be broken for it

But you
you didnt love me
You didnt even see me
You saw an emptiness you could fill
with your wants
your taking
your hunger

And when you walked away
you didnt just leave
you reopened every wound
Ive spent years trying to stitch shut

Suddenly I was back in the shadows
of everything I survived
drowning in the old lie that my only worth
is in what someone can take from me
A lie carved so deep
it still whispers from the bone

You made me feel
like I wasnt a person at all
just something to use
until you decided you were done
And that kind of hurt
doesnt just bruise
it echoes

It echoes in the hollow of my chest
where trust used to live
It echoes every time I wonder
why love looks so gentle on others
but comes to me wearing teeth

If I had known love
could feel like being abandoned
all over again
if I had known love
could peel open scars I never asked for
I wouldve locked my heart away
and swallowed the key

But here I am
bleeding in poems
pretending the ache is manageable
trying to believe Im more than the damage
more than the memories I never chose
more than the hands that hurt me
and the hearts that left me

One day
maybe Ill feel whole
But tonight
Im just a girl who loved wrong
hurt deep
and is fighting to believe
she deserves better
than the pain that taught her
what love isnnt trying to make myself believe I'm not just a hole that men can use when they want yes that's how I was riased but that's not love _kay_

Answer 1

oh, love. why can't u guys js make up??

Answer 2

u want me to make up with a man who used me
n u want me to make up to my dad who trafficed em n had me rapped everyday for drugs right

Answer 3

ohhhh i thought it was abt jaz, dear

Answer 4

im sorry, love

Answer 5

heck no

Answer 6

do u hate her???

Answer 7

no I love jazz

Answer 8

awwwwwwwww

Answer 9

i dont understand why yall cant make up

Answer 10

imtryna

Answer 11

i think she hates you

Answer 12

welp that's up to her but I love her n if hating me is what makes her happy she can hate me

Answer 13

but still

Answer 14

i dont hate u im just hurt still

Answer 15

bru

Answer 16

@sailor
can I dm u a few questions

Answer 17

looks good

Answer 18

just sorry for what happen to you

Answer 19

ok hope you feel better

Answer 20

stay safe

Answer 21

r u talking to me??

Answer 22

loveeeeeeeeeeeee

Answer 23

oh ofc, love no worries

Answer 24

i feel horrible rn..

Answer 25

ok