Question

I've never put as much time and effort into anything as I did for basketball. Basketball was my escape from everything, and basketball was the only thing that I was good at, and it was the only thing I had that made me feel good about myself, and it was the only thing that I never gave up on no matter how many times I got hurt until I lost the joy of the game because of a coach. He made me hate the sport that I've dedicated 13 years of my life to. Now I feel like I've wasted 13 years of my life. Now I feel like I've let down loved ones, and I feel like I've let down myself.