The letter

I try, try, try but never cease to fail. I think i'm doing so well, but then I think they feel obligated to ruin it. I don't smoke, don't vape, don't steal, be the best i've been in years, but they have to say i'm just like HIM. The man who abandoned me, said he loved me but never showed he knew he knew what that word even mean't, the man who did drugs his whole life and hurt people he "loved" in more ways than one. Yes, i'm like him in some ways, my facial expressions, my last name, my DNA. But I will never be like him in the ways he ruined his life and went to juvie, the way he hurt the people that be "loved" so much, the way he stole and never gave back. I'm really trying my best but its so hard when your own family doesn't believe in you. It makes you not believe in yourself, makes you believe you'll always be the f up you are right now.

There is more so if you want the rest of the letter lmk

Question

The letter

I try, try, try but never cease to fail. I think i'm doing so well, but then I think they feel obligated to ruin it. I don't smoke, don't vape, don't steal, be the best i've been in years, but they have to say i'm just like HIM. The man who abandoned me, said he loved me but never showed he knew he knew what that word even mean't, the man who did drugs his whole life and hurt people he "loved" in more ways than one. Yes, i'm like him in some ways, my facial expressions, my last name, my DNA. But I will never be like him in the ways he ruined his life and went to juvie, the way he hurt the people that be "loved" so much, the way he stole and never gave back. I'm really trying my best but its so hard when your own family doesn't believe in you. It makes you not believe in yourself, makes you believe you'll always be the f up you are right now.

There is more so if you want the rest of the letter lmk

ego · Answer

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

Addif9911 · Answer

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

ego · Answer

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

Addif9911 · Answer

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

ego · Answer

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

Honestly you just have to forget those hard and rough moments in life that will forever scar you. Just remember that there's always many blessings and opportunities that God has in store for you to make you BETTER than your father

Addif9911 · Answer

@ego wrote:

thank you so much, i've been getting into my religion more so I'm hoping to do better.

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

Honestly you just have to forget those hard and rough moments in life that will forever scar you. Just remember that there's always many blessings and opportunities that God has in store for you to make you BETTER than your father

forgetmylife · Answer

Very well written Addi it has a lot of emotion within it. It really hits hard and that means a lot coming from me. I’ll always be here for you no matter what.

ego · Answer

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

thank you so much, i've been getting into my religion more so I'm hoping to do better.

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

Honestly you just have to forget those hard and rough moments in life that will forever scar you. Just remember that there's always many blessings and opportunities that God has in store for you to make you BETTER than your father

To be honest w/you Addi, I can't relate to this but I have close friends that I grew up with that have had fathers with attributes like the ones you described. But, as the got older they said that the only means was for them just to keep there heads up and keep moving on through life ykwim?

Addif9911 · Answer

@forgetmylife wrote:

Very well written Addi it has a lot of emotion within it. It really hits hard and that means a lot coming from me. I’ll always be here for you no matter what.

Thank you nas, that means a lot. This was a letter I wrote to myself at like 11 at night after one of the many fights me and my Mimi had and It was me in my rawest form so thank you.

Addif9911 · Answer

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

thank you so much, i've been getting into my religion more so I'm hoping to do better.

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

Honestly you just have to forget those hard and rough moments in life that will forever scar you. Just remember that there's always many blessings and opportunities that God has in store for you to make you BETTER than your father

To be honest w/you Addi, I can't relate to this but I have close friends that I grew up with that have had fathers with attributes like the ones you described. But, as the got older they said that the only means was for them just to keep there heads up and keep moving on through life ykwim?

yes ik what you mean

ego · Answer

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

thank you so much, i've been getting into my religion more so I'm hoping to do better.

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

Honestly you just have to forget those hard and rough moments in life that will forever scar you. Just remember that there's always many blessings and opportunities that God has in store for you to make you BETTER than your father

To be honest w/you Addi, I can't relate to this but I have close friends that I grew up with that have had fathers with attributes like the ones you described. But, as the got older they said that the only means was for them just to keep there heads up and keep moving on through life ykwim?

yes ik what you mean

Good Good

Addif9911 · Answer

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

thank you so much, i've been getting into my religion more so I'm hoping to do better.

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

@addif9911 wrote:

@ego wrote:

This might be a touchy question but are you talking about your father?

yes I was

Ah I see

yes yes

Honestly you just have to forget those hard and rough moments in life that will forever scar you. Just remember that there's always many blessings and opportunities that God has in store for you to make you BETTER than your father

To be honest w/you Addi, I can't relate to this but I have close friends that I grew up with that have had fathers with attributes like the ones you described. But, as the got older they said that the only means was for them just to keep there heads up and keep moving on through life ykwim?

yes ik what you mean

Good Good

yes yes

Quinnbear · Answer

CHILD YES YES i raised  a good kid

babymiko · Answer

your my wifeeeeeeeee

Addif9911 · Answer

@babymiko wrote:

your my wifeeeeeeeee

oh I gotta bf ?