3:03 AM Thought:
I can’t believe he just left like that. He came over, told me he wanted freedom, said he didn’t like me the way he used to. And just like that, I’m sitting here in tears, wondering how I went from thinking he was the one to now being... nothing. He didn’t even ask if I was okay with it. It feels like I got hit with the hurt, with the confusion, and now I’m just sitting here with nothing but this emptiness.

I keep thinking, "Okay, I can move on, I can find someone else, I’ll be fine." But honestly, right now, all I want is him. I miss the affection, the comfort, the connection. He was supposed to be the one who stayed. I keep thinking about how we were supposed to build something together, but now he’s gone, and I’m left here, feeling like I’m begging for what we had.

I feel stupid for wanting him back, for still caring, but it hurts so much. I just want to know how it all went from perfect to nothing. It’s like I’m stuck in this moment where I can’t go back, but I’m not sure how to move forward either. This pain... it feels like it’s never going to go away, and that’s the scariest part.

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3:03 AM Thought:
I can’t believe he just left like that. He came over, told me he wanted freedom, said he didn’t like me the way he used to. And just like that, I’m sitting here in tears, wondering how I went from thinking he was the one to now being... nothing. He didn’t even ask if I was okay with it. It feels like I got hit with the hurt, with the confusion, and now I’m just sitting here with nothing but this emptiness.

I keep thinking, "Okay, I can move on, I can find someone else, I’ll be fine." But honestly, right now, all I want is him. I miss the affection, the comfort, the connection. He was supposed to be the one who stayed. I keep thinking about how we were supposed to build something together, but now he’s gone, and I’m left here, feeling like I’m begging for what we had.

I feel stupid for wanting him back, for still caring, but it hurts so much. I just want to know how it all went from perfect to nothing. It’s like I’m stuck in this moment where I can’t go back, but I’m not sure how to move forward either. This pain... it feels like it’s never going to go away, and that’s the scariest part.

676767 · Answer

Tuff its so real. You said it exactly how i feel but i just dont know how to put it into words. You did such a wonderful job

adreonnaRaeee · Answer

it will, it takes time. if he was the one he would of stayed. he didnt, thats his loss. know youre so important, amazing, and you dont need a man.

itll take awhile, that's what happens, but ik you can do it. i just got out of a relationship a few months ago and i felt the same way. it took a few months but im okay now, and ik you will get there. know that youre not alonr<3

addison123456 · Answer

thank you this is showcasing my emotions when he left last night for the last time I heard his vouce

Nina001 · Answer

did this actually happen or was it just mind scenario, if it did happen oh woww

AsianPanda08 · Answer

wowzers this sounds real

pplgoofy · Answer

gawddayum this hits home

NaiNoah · Answer

Why 3:30 am tho js gts

addison123456 · Answer

@nainoah wrote:

Why 3:30 am tho js gts

because I called him at 1 am and I couldn't sleep. I called him and he said we cant have contact since we aren't together. I cried and stayed up

NaiNoah · Answer

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

Why 3:30 am tho js gts

because I called him at 1 am and I couldn't sleep. I called him and he said we cant have contact since we aren't together. I cried and stayed up

Oh that sucks

addison123456 · Answer

@nina001 wrote:

did this actually happen or was it just mind scenario, if it did happen oh woww

it happened. and he came over and I heard he was gonna break up with me but I didn't know he was gonna do it yesturday. he came over cuz I made him after crying otp and then he basically said he needed time and he hurt me

addison123456 · Answer

@nainoah wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

Why 3:30 am tho js gts

because I called him at 1 am and I couldn't sleep. I called him and he said we cant have contact since we aren't together. I cried and stayed up

Oh that sucks

yeah. that's why the poem hits so hard.

NaiNoah · Answer

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

Why 3:30 am tho js gts

because I called him at 1 am and I couldn't sleep. I called him and he said we cant have contact since we aren't together. I cried and stayed up

Oh that sucks

yeah. that's why the poem hits so hard.

I mean it doesn’t hit that hard it’s a lil soft shooter

addison123456 · Answer

k

@nainoah wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

Why 3:30 am tho js gts

because I called him at 1 am and I couldn't sleep. I called him and he said we cant have contact since we aren't together. I cried and stayed up

Oh that sucks

yeah. that's why the poem hits so hard.

I mean it doesn’t hit that hard it’s a lil soft shooter

adreonnaRaeee · Answer

@nainoah wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@nainoah wrote:
Why 3:30 am tho js gts

because I called him at 1 am and I couldn't sleep. I called him and he said we cant have contact since we aren't together. I cried and stayed up

Oh that sucks

yeah. that's why the poem hits so hard.

I mean it doesn’t hit that hard it’s a lil soft shooter

Butter noah

adreonnaRaeee · Answer

Cake*

adreonnaRaeee · Answer

wt.f*

addison123456 · Answer

rate the words guys. good thoughts?

NaiNoah · Answer

What she’s done better

NaiNoah · Answer

I’m not saying it’s bad I’m js saying it’s not as heavy as normal

addison123456 · Answer

@nainoah wrote:

I’m not saying it’s bad I’m js saying it’s not as heavy as normal

I know I'm just hurt and it wasn't to hit hard it was just to say my feelings. to speak about this thing I made about my loss recently

adreonnaRaeee · Answer

@nainoah wrote:

I’m not saying it’s bad I’m js saying it’s not as heavy as normal

im ngl dudes right, did you want feedback?. or to talk to someone hun? im not saying it's bad or anything.

addison123456 · Answer

@adreonnaraeee wrote:

@nainoah wrote:

I’m not saying it’s bad I’m js saying it’s not as heavy as normal

im ngl dudes right, did you want feedback?. or to talk to someone hun? im not saying it's bad or anything.

feedback

unknownnnnnn · Answer

wait Addison he left you... noooooo yall sounded so cuteeee

addison123456 · Answer

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

wait Addison he left you... noooooo yall sounded so cuteeee

he left cuz he wanted freedom. and he uh didn't like me at the end

unknownnnnnn · Answer

@addison123456 wrote:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

wait Addison he left you... noooooo yall sounded so cuteeee

he left cuz he wanted freedom. and he uh didn't like me at the end

awww im sorry thats rlly sad you two were adorable

addison123456 · Answer

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

wait Addison he left you... noooooo yall sounded so cuteeee

he left cuz he wanted freedom. and he uh didn't like me at the end

awww im sorry thats rlly sad you two were adorable

yeah. smh he wants someone else so I gotta live withit

unknownnnnnn · Answer

@addison123456 wrote:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

@addison123456 wrote:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:

wait Addison he left you... noooooo yall sounded so cuteeee

he left cuz he wanted freedom. and he uh didn't like me at the end

awww im sorry thats rlly sad you two were adorable

yeah. smh he wants someone else so I gotta live withit

im sorry abt that

forgetmylife · Answer

Sometimes things happen and people will hurt you. Love has it ups and its downs.  I know it hurts, it’s going to hurt. We’re all imperfect we have our flaws. But even though it hurts, we have to push through every obstacle. As the poetic Tupac said “Keep ya head up”.

addison123456 · Answer

@forgetmylife wrote:

Sometimes things happen and people will hurt you. Love has it ups and its downs. I know it hurts, it’s going to hurt. We’re all imperfect we have our flaws. But even though it hurts, we have to push through every obstacle. As the poetic Tupac said “Keep ya head up”.

thank you. life is life yk. it sucks but he left for a reason right?

forgetmylife · Answer

@addison123456 wrote:

@forgetmylife wrote:

Sometimes things happen and people will hurt you. Love has it ups and its downs. I know it hurts, it’s going to hurt. We’re all imperfect we have our flaws. But even though it hurts, we have to push through every obstacle. As the poetic Tupac said “Keep ya head up”.

thank you. life is life yk. it sucks but he left for a reason right?

Why ponder about the reason. Don’t let it eat at you yes you loved him and you can’t move on, but the past is the past. Grow from this experience, in all love yourself first it’s the most fundamental thing in life.