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y'all I just want to write to write bc I'm bored and I need to vent to ppl who actually care okay so we are Ganna start from the top so it started when my grandpa passed he passes when I was 13 and my mom and dad were in there room watching TV and me and grandpa and grandma were sitting watching my brother then grandpa passed out so I thought he was just playing around u tell my grandma started screaming my mom and dad came out called the ambulance and I had to sit there 13 my brother 5 having to watch my grandpa have a hardattac not knowing what to do I just sat there then they showed up took him away and I thought he was going to be fine bc everyone if fine mom and dad came back without grandpa and it kinda took a big turn on me I started getting upset mad everyday mom and dad started calling me names and saying mean shi to me dad started to beat me more dcf came I got tooken away placed in foster care and now I'm hear a fu cked up kid who doesent know what to do anymore
also ever since iv liked wrighting poems reading them and it doesent help when ppl copy or mimic me about it
ppl who stand by your side are the ones that care most

Answer 1

I’m really, really sorry you had to live through all of that. Losing your grandpa like that, at such a young age, and then being surrounded by chaos and fear instead of comfort is incredibly traumatic. No 13 yr old should ever have to watch something like tht.What happened after makes it even heavier. Being hurt by the people who were supposed to protect you, being blamed, and then being placed into foster care none of that was your fault. You didn’t fail anyone. You were a kid trying to survive situations no kid should be put in.It makes complete sense that you feel lost and angry and exhausted. Trauma doesn’t disappear just because time passes, and it doesn’t heal because strangers say the “right words.” The fact that you’re still here, still able to speak about it, even when it hurts, says a lot about your strength even if you don’t feel strong at all right now. You deserve real support, not jokes, not people minimizing your pain, and not being told to just “get over it.” Your story matters, your pain is valid, and you’re not broken for struggling. I hope you’re able to find people who truly listen and stand beside you, because you shouldn’t have to carry this alone.