Question

In relationship I thought
I would find true love
After all it had such
A wonderful start



I connected deeply
In heart and mind
Their touch, their word
Was all I wanted to find

y'all better like this it took so long

Then one day
A trigger occurred
The hurt began
My soul was stirred



But what is love
If it has conditions
Surely it was a mistake
And they had their reasons



The comments, the moods
The challenges, the torments
They started increasing
Cascading intolerance



By now I was bent
Quite out of shape
Doubting myself
But longing for escape



Who would believe me
How would I survive
Trapped like a prisoner
And locked inside



A mind that couldn’t function
A house not a home
Fearful each moment
Nowhere to roam



My dreams vanished
Survival was all I knew
From this breath to the next
Was all that I could do



I would catch glimpses
Of what life could be like
But it wouldn’t take long
For me to be back in strife



Wrong, wrong
It was always my fault
Wrong, wrong
My heart locked in a vault



Tears, fears
Darkness and terror
Must I remain
In this horror forever



How can I protect
Myself and my loved ones
When I can hardly breathe
Have no resources or funds



Desperate and dismayed
I see no way out
I’ve tried before
But I’m back on this couch



Mixed emotions plague my day
Freedom excites but fear makes me stay
Glimmers of joy light my mind
Maybe it could work this final time



Let me take a small step
To get the help I need
It must be out there
Let me plant the first seed



Let me listen and learn
And find a way forward
I may not have to leave
But I need to move onward



Yes I need help
And my partner does too
It may not be easy
But I’ll see what I can do



Some people won’t understand
And that’s okay
I will explain later
On a brighter day



To rescue and repair
My broken reality
It could take years
To return to normality



But on this journey
Of life and living
With help and support
One day I’ll be thriving



I’ll learn to receive
Kindness and care
I’ll understand my worth
And set boundaries fair



I know there is love
In so many forms
Beyond touch and presence
Its power transforms



In kindness I’ll reflect
On what I’ve survived
I’ll dive within
And cherish my prize



Wisdom and insight
Will give me strength
For now I know
I can go any length

Answer 1

does it look good, professional, or anything

Answer 2

It looks fire man

Answer 3

It looks pretty good, you separated the stanzas pretty well too