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(ok guys massive trigger warning: mentions of mental health, hospitals, and drugs)

(this is for anyone out there that has PTSD or mental demon or even a mix of both, it's called exorcism so I hope you guys!)

(first verse)

P-P-Post traumatic stress disorder
oh my God its so hard to get over
nothing but triggers all around me
get me out of this sickening dream
my mind's going to war while my heart is trying to repair itself~
someone call and get me help,
call the hospital
the mental institution
get all the doctors you can
I'm on the floor
vision blurred, trying to hold on for as long as I can
I cant do this forever
I can barely survive today
get me the help I need before I throw it all away

( pre-chorus or chorus idk)

P-T-S-D

GET ME OUT OF THIS BAD DREAM

GET ME THE HELP I NEED

GIVE ME A CHANCE TO FINALLY BE FREE

IM TIRED OF BEING HAUNTED

I NEED AN EXORCISM

I NEED HELP KEEPING TRACK OF ALL THE PILLS IM GIVEN

MY MONEY IS GONE AND IM GROWING TIRED BY THE DAY

BUT I CANT HONESTLY STAND THE FACT I WANT TO THROW IT ALL AWAY

SOMEONE GET ME HELP

I'LL MAKE SURE TO THANK YOU LATER

BUT FOR NOW GET ME AN EXORCISM

(second verse)

I'm sobbing nothing but tears
god forbid somebody hears,
I'm all alone, by myself
left to face all of my fears
my heart on my sleeve
please just let this be a dream
I can't do anything but scream
please please get me out of here
give me an exorcism
lit candles all around
nothing but salt covering the ground
me in the center sitting down
trying to get my demons to come out

(third verse)

my demons are playing mind games, and yet every time I lose,
the podiums out of sight,
I'm out of drugs to keep me up at night,
god forbid I wanna scream,
can everyone just get away from me
nurses and doctors and everything in between
bottles and machines, doing nothing but effecting my dreams
shadows,
strings,
oh my god it's terrifying

I'm running through the dark
getting chased by who knows what
it feels so real, like I wanna do nothing but turn around
and see who the hell is chasing me
I cant even wake up sometimes
my hands fisting in the sheets
my demons possession is hypnotizing


(I'm sorry it's so long lmao but either way hope you enjoyed XD)