Question

eat
sleep,
ENERGY.
DRINKS.
repeat

that's all I seem to do,
schools and classes
studies and tests
me trying my best
to keep up

and yet still falling behind

I'm not built for daily life
I don't know how to function normally
live day by day?
I sure as hell don't know what to say
when I'm asked if I'm ok?
I don't know how to express my feelings
properly~

oh God here we go
again~

eat, sleep, ENERGY. DRINKS.
i've stopped eating so much
I mean, I gotta watch my weight right?
cant risk me getting fat and bullied
when in reality I'm skin and bones
I only look fat in my eyes~
because that's what I grew up believing
there goes my sleep schedule
and I'm too busy for a nap
so I'll just run on fumes and energy drinks
bc that's how I operate
DAILY.

so yeah sooooo

....

eat (I gotta eat less)
sleep (I don't have time)
energy drinks (better keep chugging)

until I feel something close to a teenage high

who knows, maybe i'll die

before my life even begins

no marriage, no kids, no pets

for me~

soooooo

MY LIFE IS A TEENAGE HIGH!

ALL. THE. TIME.

ENERGY DRINKS!
FEELING NOTHING BUT CRANKY
ALL. THE. TIME.

IS THIS HOW IMA GO OUT?
IS THIS HOW I'LL DIE
OR HOW I'LL MEET MY GRAVE
AS WE ENTER A DANCE THAT ONLY DEATH WILL RECOGNIZE!

MY LIFE IS A NON STOP TEENAGE HIGH!

Answer 1

High school in a nutshell, I love it

Answer 2

school is not that bad