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OpenStudy (arabpride):

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OpenStudy (arabpride):

I'm disappointed in my choices. In fact, "disappointed" would be a complete understatement of the remorse I feel. I won't forgive myself. I made a mistake - one I cannot forgive myself for committing. I cannot and WILL not be persuaded that what I did was okay, because "we all make mistakes" no - that won't cut it. I've always thought I was responsible and didn't for one second think that I would mess up the way I did. No. Never. I tried to find myself every excuse I could come up with - clearly what I decided to do in the past has made me become confused and hesitant with every action I will attempt from this point forward.... I thought I knew who I was.. I was wrong... for once - I was wrong. I don't want your pity or consoling - I just ask for everyone's forgiveness - some more than others - many I've hurt emotionally, I pray that you forgive me -Forgive Me God- This entire week... I wanted to believe EVERYTHING, or rather ANYTHING other than the truth that I most regrettably expected-- the fact that the person I call 'me' and 'I' and 'myself' not really understanding myself any longer-- ~~~ -That I Now Carry A Child Within Me- ~~~ Pity for the child, who will have to deal with such terror as myself.. I don't deserve the blessing - no - but i created it, and must face the consequences I've been trying to readjust my mind - or at least come up with an internal and most personal compromise: I don't want to ever call what I've created a mistake, because it's not the "creation's" fault - it's all me - deeply regrettably.... it's all me.. so to punish the wrongdoer, which would be myself, I have decided to give up on everything in my entire life and commit myself to my child.. WILL Not allow my child to commit the same mistake I so deeply yearn to take back - create a kind of Renaissance - a rebirth - new beginning, because after mine has wilted and has absolutely NO chance if revival, I want to provide everything for my child that I should have provided for myself ~love~ ~awareness~ ~intelligence~ ~responsibility~ Wise as my choices have been in my past life, I think I've created one -yes just one- mistake that has completely overlapped any positive choices I could have possibly made. -Repenting- Hate me, despise me, yearn to kill me if you will, but let me just say... It's not at all what you think... It Is This Day... I've been waiting for it and now it has arrived..... Take Your Time To Think About It

OpenStudy (petiteme):

I am speechless :) Never think it was a mistake ^_^ It is a blessing hun! Nothing will change :)

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

.....o_o....wow venus can I PM you?

OpenStudy (arabpride):

K i cant stand this anymore! IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY! /.- I hate myself right now but.................................................... OMG April Fool's

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

OMG

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

-_- i kinda wish to slap you... i had a big speech going...revealed some of my secrets and shiz...

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

Gurllll....I thought this was for real <_< lol

OpenStudy (arabpride):

AWW SHIZZ i shud waited >.< yesh I deserve the greatest of slaps

OpenStudy (arabpride):

@dragons1415

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

lol I forgot it was April's Fools day <_< SMH Venus....girll -_- idk what to say right now

OpenStudy (arabpride):

SO DAMN sorry I KNOWWW!! Im sucha BTCH!! Ive never done somthin this big, it was gunna be reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallly simple ~ U have every right to be mad at me or to NEver believe me agin...... I DO NOT BLAME U

OpenStudy (arabpride):

@secret66

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

Good lord! Venus I was soo freakin scared for you -_-

OpenStudy (arabpride):

Yall Can be Mad at me ~ alll u want ~ SRRY it got to big for me to handle

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

.............. DANG IT VENUS!!! /.- technically, its my fault for not realizing it xD

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

lolz i wasn't scared at all...venus would be a good mother XD

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

I'm not mad at you...just omg lol

OpenStudy (arabpride):

XD OFC ud blame urself

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

its funny..... my mom did the same thing once xD

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

same here @undeadknight26

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

Venus I could just hug you right now <_< xD lol

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

i got a meme for u miss venus...it will make u cry.

OpenStudy (arabpride):

NO!! /.\

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

Mother of god....I waited all yesterday and then when i finally come to this post I see at the end APRIL FOOLS -_- Venus just wait...imma get you goooood >:D

OpenStudy (secret66):

Venus (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

im shocked beyond words at how i fell for the same prank twice in my life /.-

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

im still giving you the meme...

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

@wolfe8

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

@hihi67

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

@Alinalime123 /.-

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

@kewlgeek555

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

and to think i was excited about arab being preg ._.

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

ikr me 2

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

i seriously spent almost all day yesterday reading preg quotes /.-

OpenStudy (arabpride):

Ight yahhh just tag EVERYONE /.- FOolsih foolish of me

OpenStudy (arabpride):

WIll You Guys Forgive me T^T

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

omg venus yesh! <(^_^<) I was gonna be happy for you if you were having a baby :D

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

arab....... u owe me almost a whole day xD bahaha jk jk of course i forgive u ^-^

OpenStudy (arabpride):

I WASNT!! /.- ND Diana OMG ALL THAT U WROTE HAD me in TEARS!! :''} THAT was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet MY gosh ik where to turn to ina jam! I LOVE U GUYZ SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

lolz we luvs ya too!

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

Love you too girl xD<333 ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ)

OpenStudy (arabpride):

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

..... oh yeah.....u owe me a huge, long essay as a message xD lol just know IF u were preg, we'd be here to support ^.^ And luv ya too :D ....... dont try that prank on ur parents ._.

OpenStudy (arabpride):

huh yahh RIGHT!! try it on my parents?!??!?!?!? yahh might as well dig my own coffin xD ND YESHH I OWE u TONSSSSSSS of essays!! Who'da thought!! dayuum i feel rlly guilty tho :/ i thnk ive given up too much for this prank, that aint how its supposed to be v.v''

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

dig ur own grave* xD if i pranked my dad like that, world war 3 would start ._. haha yesh, tons and tons of essays xD jk i really dont care, ur my friend and id gladly waste days writing a message to u ^.^ and dont feel guilty ^-^ it was just a really good prank xD haha i mean, come on.... my mom pranked every single person on Facebook ._. and my dad was one of them xD

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

pranked every single person with the same prank* she posted a picture of a positive pregnancy test and almost everyone fell for it ._.

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

oh wow o_o

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

lolz XD

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

it was soo funny though because at first, she pranked my in rl but then she told me it was a prank, and then she posted the pic on FB and i was sitting there, laughing at the comments xD

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

smh lol xD

OpenStudy (linda3):

-_- can I have a mod ban you for deceiving me and everyone else? Girl... not cool :P

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

......... dang it... why'd i tell my mom today was april fools? /.- now i cant prank her..... ......... im an idiot sometimes /.-

OpenStudy (dragons1415):

@Luigi0210

OpenStudy (anonymous):

damn, that is a long paragraph, who has time to read all of that

OpenStudy (secret66):

So mean.

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

-_- people who care...that's who has time to read all of it <_<

OpenStudy (secret66):

Ikr, Angel v_v

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

Like really? <_<

OpenStudy (dulljackel09):

I never fell for this i can smell bull crap

OpenStudy (dulljackel09):

Yall are to sympathetic lol

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

That's nice to know Dull

OpenStudy (dulljackel09):

I can smell bull crap iv been in office for two years

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

-_-

OpenStudy (dulljackel09):

I like this allah

undeadknight26 (undeadknight26):

lolz i do too XD

OpenStudy (adrynicoleb):

I believed this when I read it...And then my reaction after when you revealed that it was a joke was, "Oh, okay. >.<"...

OpenStudy (kewlgeek555):

~jaw drops~

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

lol darry ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ)

OpenStudy (kewlgeek555):

~repeated facedesks~

OpenStudy (angelwilliams16):

I feel like doing that right about that....and more

OpenStudy (the_fizicx99):

o.o I thought it was a story ._. #CoolStoryBro

OpenStudy (esshotwired):

HAHAHAHAHA OMG ARAB!!! WE DID SO GOOD! they fell far it xD omg bahahaha woww <3

OpenStudy (esshotwired):

>:D only arab and i knew

OpenStudy (adrynicoleb):

>.>

OpenStudy (esshotwired):

yup :3 broski <3 ;)

OpenStudy (adrynicoleb):

>.< <3

OpenStudy (esshotwired):

umm... it may be for some people i know im real life .-.

OpenStudy (esshotwired):

*in

OpenStudy (the_fizicx99):

I only read the first few lines. Eh gg ._.

OpenStudy (anonymous):

so ur not preg?

OpenStudy (anonymous):

oooh hahahhahhahaha okayyyy i got it, HA okay

OpenStudy (esshotwired):

LOL xD

OpenStudy (shadowlegendx):

Haha when you said that we would know what happened on Tuesday morning...I knew it xD

OpenStudy (arabpride):

DAYUUUM u ppl!! XD bu i don thnk it was very smart, cuz ive givin up somhin that i dont know if ill be able to return ~ i didnt know i was putting it in jeopardy /.\ foolish of me rlly.. :/

OpenStudy (shadowlegendx):

o_O

OpenStudy (arabpride):

U dont get it so on gimme that face v.v' I regret puttin his post up! UGH!

OpenStudy (arabpride):

so dont**

OpenStudy (adrynicoleb):

o.O I'm confused now...

OpenStudy (arabpride):

THNK u all so MUCH THO!!! *^.^* At least I know who my friendz ARE! I love U alll ;* (>*^.^*)> ❤❤❤❤❤

OpenStudy (shadowlegendx):

I am confuzzled...

OpenStudy (arabpride):

ha ha yahh I don't and didn't expect you to understand it ~ u wudnt know ~ its ok, i hope everything is gunna be fine *^.^*

OpenStudy (arabpride):

YO!!! UP THERE!!! yall waitin for an explanation or somthin????!?!? cuz i aint givin it to ya xD bahahahha c;

OpenStudy (tester97):

im sorry i dont get it venus? /.\

OpenStudy (anonymous):

lmao nice prank venus <3 I would have believed it if you didn't tell me it was a prank :P but girly I would have been here for you even if we to far away :P ♥ love you gorgeous ♥

OpenStudy (arabpride):

bahahhaa alley /.^ @tester97 i was tryin to say i was prego X>

OpenStudy (tester97):

oh i didnt read the whole thing xD

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