For everyone who thinks their all alone.
You know it's funny when you see people all round you happy. Smiling laughing, and i don't understand why. It's like...its like.....i cant cant even put how i feel in words. Okay, it's like being in a room with a mirror on both sides of the wall...how they can see you but you cant see them. No matter what they to do to help you and set you free...the wall just wont break. Once you have depression, you cant get out. Slowly, day by day you start to go insane. Cause your all alone in this world. People try to help you, some say it's a phase but they dont understand. The darkness, the constant fear, heck you get so angry at people for smiling at you. It's like this monster, this demon taking over your body and your at constant war with yourself. Trying to take control of your body, trying so hard to be happy...just for a second. And somedays...someday you win. But as soon as your victory is over you pay for it with an angry voice, self harm, suicide attempt. And you try to do anything to calm it down. Your heart hurts because you've been crying for days. yah its just a phase...a very long, dark, lonely phase. You will never understand, just a years worth of pain to you is just one days worth of pain to me. You know i didnt choose to be this way...it choose me. and you can try to understand but you'll never get it. No one will understand me like my depression understands me.
@Jennifer_King2017 @ThisIsAdriAtHerBest
@AliceCullen
Damn #MyLifeWasJustDescribed
Stay Strong <3
@LeilaJudeh
Sadly I can't
I understand, pm me @AliceCullen
Can u text instead
haha, my phone is broken
okay, whats ur email..i can only stay for 10 min. though
wow, that was deep. Made me feel your pain. Good job <3
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