There is no easy way of saying this… I have decided to leave OpenStudy. I am not one to show my feelings or even share my feelings with others, but I feel that I need to be open about myself. My life has changed so much these past couple of weeks. I feel that I should take time to myself and figure out what I want to do with my life. I want to spend time with my family, friends and the people I love. I am emotionally heart broken. I need to rebuild myself and emotionally pull myself together. It has been 2 years since I joined this site, and I have accomplished so much in those years.
I have gained so many friends that I love and I have become a better person in general. I would like to thank everyone on this site for all you have done and all the support you have given me. I have always thought of ya’ll not as OS users, but as second family. I would come on this site to get help and give help. I am not used to sharing my feelings or receiving support. I would always love to talk to people and try to help them solve their problems. People would always msg me saying “Kendrick you have a nice life, a loving gf, you have a job, you have money now. You’re living the good life” “All your problems are solved” It’s funny how people think that the more you have, the happier you are. But nah, we all have problems. I have chased so much to find happiness. All the things I chased gave me temporary happiness. I got a certain thing, but after a while I got used to it. The happiness slowly faded. Im thankful for all I have, but it can’t be the sole for all my happiness or the reason for living my life. Everything I chased for gave me temporary happiness. I had to change my lifestyle because I couldn’t live my life like I was. I didn’t want to leave this site that has given me so much, but life changed unexpectedly. I was growing not only in fans and ss, but also in friends. I had so many people supporting me that believed in me and I have helped them believe in themselves as well. I would be selfish if I thought that I am where I am because of myself. All I want to say for all of you reading this is…. keep going. Find your happiness and never quit on life. I don’t know if I will be back on anymore. It depends on how I will feel emotionally and time will tell. I will miss all of you. Thanks for everything! "Be somebody, who makes everyone feel like a somebody." ~ KendrickLamar2014
Im so sorry to hear that you are heart broken. I wish there was something for me to do but you should pursue what ever makes you happy. Good luck with life and I hope to see you soon. Thanks for everything. I personally thank you for being my best friend. Thank you
Ricky ;~;
Sorry to hear that Kendrick. Remember, you don't have to do this alone. You can seek help from a friend, mentor, parent, teacher - someone - and be strong. Good luck and many hugs.
@KendrickLamar2014 I don't know if you'll be coming back on to see this, but I just want you to know that its perfectly okay to make a change in your life even if it means trading one thing in for another. Don't ever feel bad at all about that, but rather be proud of yourself for the independent decision you've chosen to make. I hope many things turn into a brighter future for you, and that your heartbreak slowly mends over time. Remember that God is within reach when nothing else is. I wish you the ultimate best in life, and I hope you'll come back sometime in the future. Stay strong, and stay focused on what matters! I will always remember your little quote ♥ "Be somebody, who makes everyone feel like a somebody."
@KendrickLamar2014 Bye Hope you have an amazing summer <33
;-; ;~; Nuuuuuhhh dun leave meehhh D: :'( Bai Ken, ;-; I hope yew come back cuz Imma miss yew ;-;
Don't have any idea about what happened. But still keep in mind 'Happiness can be found in the darkest of times if one remembers to turn on the light!' Good luck.
O.m.g kendric you realy leaving? D: Ughhh I hope when summer ends we'll get our smart users back<3
Dear Uli, You have helped me so many times and we have a LOT in common. You were like a bro to me. I understand that you have to go because of some problems but just know, "There is a light at the end of every tunnel." All those fun times talking and the good times we shared with each other have all payed off. Now it is time to move on with life and I know you will make the accurate choices. It has been a pleasure meeting you and being your friend. We will miss you all. :) Sincerely, Steven
good luck, hope your life will be filled with wonders my friend
Farewell kendrick you were a good helper and a person I wish you all the best luck in the world and I hope you get well soon :)
Farewell my friend! Remember you can always come back an visit ;)
Hasta la vista bro.
Come back soon.
We will miss you! Best of luck in your future!
D: Don't go through i alone bud :D We will always be here to help
Good Luck! Couple of my friends left not a while ago for the same reason :/ I think I need a break too....
Good-bye and good luck! :)
bye :(
:"c nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i will miss you ... well Drake good luck to you and whatever the future holds for you. You will definitely be missed by many. But aye you know if you need someone to talk to you know im just a message away. Until then :(
Aw no :'( I really enjoyed being a fellow ambi and friend...remember that you can always return and visit, I'll be available if you want to talk about anything... x) Wish you best of luck!
You will be missed Ken <3
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