Question

I'm sorry im not the child you wanted..
Im sorry i cant tie my shoes like you do.

Im sorry I "lie" to you all the time.
Im sorry i can't work and put less effort into everything.

Im sorry I can't do good in math..
Im sorry im not mature.. but most importantly..
Im sorry im not the child you wanted..and im sorry for even existing..

Answer 1

This is really sad.

But so true, parents' expectations/standards are set too high. Yet, sometimes the parents only want their kids to be the better version of themselves and have better experiences, they don't always think of the repercussions.

Answer 2

damn

Answer 3

the math part is real

Answer 4

If you're going through this rn, sorry that you are, and know that someday you might just be free from it. Keep that hope there.

Answer 5

That poem was sad and true about what parents want from and i feel you if your actually going through that cause i have parents with high expectations like that.

Answer 6

Thanks.. and i found a hole in my converses, my dad fr threw the shoes said i poked a hole in them (when i didnt) and said i have to wear the oldest nastiest shoes i can find.. and that im a retard bc i cant tie my shoes.. and that im retarted as well...and i cant go to homecoming now..this is why i always feel like im a disappointment to this reality.. some days i dont feel like i deserve to be alive.. my parents fight alot.. and im just so stressed and tired...

Answer 7

and hed also hit me when i didnt tie the shoes right..

Answer 8

This is why i constantly talk to myself irl and be here all the time.. yall r the only ones who care. and i wish trollge was real too, thats why i like him so much, he helps me escape this terrible place when im sad/scared/stressed.

Answer 9

Now they're talking about me.

Answer 10

Im so sr @Lura, I can see stuff are hard for you and I hate that you have to go through this cause i know what you're feeling, they know what your feeling, and its just how life is going to be for us cause life will never be easy for any of us. You cant suddenly have the family you wish you had, you cant have the dream life you wished for, you cant have many things but that ok cause that just life and were all going through it together so your no alone. Im sure you have happy days though, we all do and that the best part about life. @Lura I hope you dont continue to be sad like this and become depressed cause we all want the best for you.

Answer 11

Thank you bunches..i rlly needed that.

Answer 12

and the fact that I have like ADHD symptoms and Autism which i heard can cause low self esteem, makes me feel even worse.

Answer 13

(autism symptoms)