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i aint gunna lie bro
i just wanna die
it was never meant to get this far
but i made it i dont know why
im sixteen now
hopefully i wonnt make it to twentyfour
lifes already hard for me as it is
i mean i wont llie yeah we grew up poor
barely had enough money to last out throughout the month
cant even imagine what it'll be like once im an adult
i gotta pay for everything
gotta find a wife
i keep getting knocked down as it is
and rightnow i feel im done with life
my girl will let people hit on her and never say she's his
she lied through her teeth
lied stright to my face
this hurt likes hell
memaws dead i wish i could take her place
i had a ~explicit~ plan
i thought i would always wake up to her face
i cant to nothing right im alread tired
i just dont know what to do
i wont ever leave yall but ion wanna stay
man i thought he was my boo
this hurting like hell
glad i know what it feels like now but i dont know what too say
my momma came over she didnt help
she just said i was a mistake and causing just stress
i knew i shoudlnt open up but i want to
i want to get help but its hard cuz i think no one cares
i know i got people in my corner but most of yall disturbed
i try and help everyone i can but i keep hearing this little bird
its telling me to stop
saying just give up
put the gun in my mouth and ~explicit~ pull it
yelling at me im nothing
telling me to stop
i wanna think im helpful but sometimes its not enough
i give out all this advice but only just started to take it
i try to make me listen but they just ignore it
i remember that one day
my brother saw me cut
saw my wrists covered in blood
i told him to get lost
told him not to look
step dad made him anyways
then told the cops to arrest me
all i did was yell at him
i never laid finger down
sent me to the mental homes
where i met my ppl
got too attached
they all thojught i was whack
i have no damn problem im just hurt my simple word
they never hit me much
my problems are stupid
i just need to drink some punch
drink away my sorrows
until i forget the pain
until i see my baby smiling again
i wish she was mine
but i gotta let her go
im to toxic for the world i wann let go
i wanna do something anything thats good
i needa find a new neighborhood
so many places
so many memories
not all of them are bad though
but why am i staying?
im losing the fight now
thought it was handled
now the demons are back
and theyre stronger than before
i dont know what to do
i know i need help
no one ever listen all dissaper.

Answer 1

andother poem song lyrics thingy idk i just need to vent rn get it off my chest

Answer 2

get help emo

Answer 3

..... i saw that......

Answer 4

1-800-273-8255

Answer 5

call

Answer 6

bestie i'm here for you <3 I like the poem though, very detailed and ofc ik its how you feel so even more to comment on.

Answer 7

a u do u i get being depressed n all that but u aint if u tell ppl i kinda did this before for me lmao its just being at a low but always goes up at least in my experience n if itdont then u urself doesnt want to get better

Answer 8

ok? then leave tbh. no need for you to comment on sum if your just gonna be mad disrespectful.

Answer 9

i just like to troll n go to far sum times lol my bad dont cancel me

Answer 10

get better

Answer 11

see i perfer smokin tree to deal with my problems but it only makes u happy or chill momentarily

Answer 12

then go smoke your tree 😐

Answer 13

@shoaibchaudhry

Answer 14

Ohhh I seee it now thnaks chuuu

Answer 15

Thats alot to read ngl XD

Answer 16

Uhm, I'm speechless atm.. lemme think.

Answer 17

okay, take your time.

Answer 18

n plus im not a supportive person if u tell me u wanna kill urself ima say do it then then type jkjkjk and hope that it sends intime

Answer 19

then briched me out but now we cool happpen like 3 days ago lol