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Poem to my mom who proved my point

"You proved my point, I am a failure.
but I kinda wish, you were my savior.
I'm a failure, as a son, a student, and a soul.
And I guess I also failed my goal.
to be enough for you,
but I'm wasting your time right?
I tried to be your light.
instead I was your failed test.
You said I was enough that one time.
and you lying feels like it was a crime.
I feel like a mime. wanting to scream for help, never seen, And always making people laugh.
so I'm dearly sorry for not be your light and instead for being your failure.